This is what desperation looks like! Me back in 2018 when I was experiencing the thick of it! AKA lyme (of 10 years), mold, stress, overwhelm and more! If it looks like I was hurting all over, i definitely was! Back then, I felt very alone. My whole family had turned on me. When I went to my mother for help she responded "Are you sure you just ate some bad pizza?" Wow, what a gaslight! I needed help. A nanny, a house keeper and a cook. But I couldn't find the help anywhere and I didn't know what to do since I wasn't even in a place where I could pick up a phone and call someone. I knew this wasn't a sustainable way of life for me. So I pulled myself out of that hole. Thats when I lost trust in literally everyone around me. But thats also when I began to take my power back, strand by strand. I realized the gift in being able to take the reins of my life again. I found the resources I needed to and got my health back. I'm so thankful where this journey has taken me and I cant wait to see where it goes.
11-14-2023
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